Well…. I feel like total crap today. I woke up with a sore throat, sneezing, sniffling, and in an all around bad mood. Wait, that’s not entirely true.  I wake up at 6:15 and Ash gets in the shower. I take the dogs out, feed them, then lie in bed for about ten minutes. In that time, I felt ok. I was aware of the sore throat, but I was looking forward to preapring for my class and getting some things done today. And yet, I was instantly thrown into a foul mood when I realized I was running late, feeling sick, and that Ash was being poopy. He’s the kind of person who takes a while to wake up so when I said bye and he just said “ok”, I was insta-mood swing and sadness overtook me.  He pretty much thought I’d lost it – claiming he wasn’t mad or anything, just tired. I think I am being ultra sensitive today; not good.

I cancelled a doctor’s appointment yesterday at 4:45. This morning, there was a message that was left at 5:30 confirming my appointment. Great; now I have to call those asshats and tell them not to charge me for not coming.

I didn’t eat breakfast; I was feeling pretty hungry but when I got all annoyed, I lost my will to eat. Alas, will to eat has returned and I feel ravenous. I ate a piece of chocolate. Breakfast of champions. I don’t know what will make me feel better but I have a feeling that nothing can help except a change of mind. And that would require me to think. And try.

Dammit.