I am feeling pretty anti-social today. Which is not good, since I have to deal with people all day in my job. I don’t feel like doing any work either; I have a statement of purpose to write, a desk to clean up, and about a million things to file and yet, I am finding new ways to waste time. It’s still dark and rainy out, which makes me feel even cruddier.

I think after my eye appointment I will go home for the dogss then head back out to the mall. I might get a new oil from Body Shop to burn. What scents fit right now? I mean, when there’s a season, you buy “autumn wreath” or “holiday eve” or something named appropriately. But it doesn’t seem like winter nor spring. Besides, I’m in the kind of mood where something inside says that buying something will make me happy. Even though I know it will not. I also think I might get Chinese for dinner, since I never eat it. And Ash will be gone so he won’t complain about how it stinks up the whole house.

I hate spending an entire entry complaining but it just feels right. With each person that comes into my office (like Peter just did) I find new interesting ways to seem interested and happy. And yet, I really wish I could just shut the door, turn off the lights, and listen to calming music.

I’m not in the mood for it now but remind me to post an entry about weddings; I have 3 to go to this year. I am off to play more mindless net games and waste more time. At 2, I get to pick up the W2s for the department. Lucky me.