Despite the awful night of sleep I got (asleep by 9, up at 10, 2, 3, and 5 for various dog/kid related issues) I felt wonderful this morning. As I pulled away from Ash’s work and headed towards daycare, there was a magnificent sunrise; a burnt orange color layered on top of a sprightly yellow and topped off with the radiant blue of early morning.  I was so amazed by the depth of the color and the vast endlessness of the sky that I was barely agitated by Isaac’s incessant whining and Elliot’s pleas for Isaac to stop making noise.

After I’d acquired a hot triple grande vanilla (non-fat) latte and some Greek yogurt and then dropped off both children, I felt so free, even though I was headed to work. Right as I pulled into my parking lot and rolled down the window, the crisp air hit me, tempting my senses with far off burning fires and that clean winter smell. I’m trying really hard to focus on these little things, these tiny moments that make me thankful and happy and calm. Because Lord knows this time of year is so full of stress.

In some ways I do wish we had more snow. The above scene is so cozy. That’s the kind of mood those smells put me in.

We’re thinking we may buy the car today. I’ve messed around with funds and accounts so I can pay off mine in full. I refuse to have two car payments at the same time. Just not a good idea. Regardless, having two cars once more will reduce my stress load immensely. Plus, it’s always fun to get something new; so much to discover and you feel all rejuvenated just by driving it.

This is it, by the way:

Just a couple more hours until I’m out of here and we’re off to Honda. It’s the last day of classes and the holidays are coming and yeah, it’s a good time of year. Things… are good.