Well, I was feeling ok this morning but knowing that Ash is feeling down (for some unknown reason even he doesn’t know) makes me also feel bad. It’s bad enough I have yet another day of sitting around, doing nothing, with no one around, but it’s worse knowing I can’t do much to help him. Maybe it shouldn’t affect me so much, since I am usually the one who’s depressed and he’s the cheerful one but now I have to be strong.

Ok, what a depressing start to this entry. But honestly, not much going on here. I cannot wait until tomorrow when I am taking the day off. At 7:30, we go to the doctor and then I have until lunch to just hang out. Of course, I’m just hanging out here, right now, but it’s different at home. I have the puppies and cleaning and, and, you know. It’s just better. In the afternoon, we plan on going into the State Employees credit union to look into a loan. We have a lot of home related projects to accomplish and the only we see it possible is if we do this. I’m not too keen on the idea but all in all, it’s the best option.

I just took about an hour break to go talk to the people upstairs. It was a nice little reprieve from the boredom down here. Now I feel sort of motivated to make a list of all I have to. And get organized. Fantastic! I love feeling this way.