A New Perspective


I always used to think that I was one to stand up for the things I believed in or thought were wrong. But truth be told, I really like to avoid confrontation. Sure, I’ll get really angry and frustrated by certain situations and I *may* run off at the mouth but I don’t really like to get into it with people.

On Wednesday morning, I went into Ell’s daycare and after he was set up with his breakfast, I went in to see the director – who is leaving this week to go back to school – to make sure we were still on track for getting Isaac into the one year old room come mid-April. I put him on the wait list seven months ago and he has priority since Ell is already there. Previously, she let me know it might not be April 15th, maybe a couple weeks after. I was OK with it because his current care-taker said she’d hold him until the end of the month if need be. So I walk in there and she blatantly tells me that she told me August. Um… does this 22 year old girl think I’m THAT stupid? Come now, had she *actually* told me August, I would have been searching for a new place. I was… furious. I told her that she needed to get it worked out because, well, all the stuff I just said. She admitted she didn’t yet have a working April spreadsheet (Um, April is NOT that far away sweetie. Get yer ass on it.) In not so many words, I told her she best get her shit together and I’d be checking in on her soon.

Hoo boy was I angry. And slightly freaking out. So imagine my dismay when I got to work and – God, now I can’t even remember how it got started – I was chatting with a co-worker and the issue of salary came up. So, coupled with my existing money issues and the daycare crisis, I was beyond furious when I found out that two people in the department who are the same job description as myself make more. AND, one of them is getting a raise. And she is sucking at her job! SO, I gathered myself and went to my office to think. I was in that right mood and it was the perfect storm of events. I made up my mind to talk to my office manager about my problems. I shut the door and told her everything about making not enough money and feeling like my co-workers have been dropping the ball lately (I have been picking up A LOT of their slack the past few weeks). I was pleasantly surprised to see that she was on my side and said she’d support me in asking Arts and Sciences for a raise.

Part two of this deal is that I made an appointment to speak with our department chair, who really makes that call in terms of petitioning A&S. That conversation took place yesterday and again, I was surprised. I don’t think he realized a.) the things that TAs were saying about the other employees (i.e. not going to them for answers b/c they just don’t have them, etc.) or b.) my low pay. SO, he said he’d help me get the raise and in the meantime, I have been given clearance to teach two sections per semester. I already teach one on top of my 40 hour a week job; that’s the only reason I can even make bills as it is!

So this just goes to show you have to get tough sometimes. Squeaky wheel gets the oil and all that. My Wednesday was so productive because I was fired up. I even called Dir.ecTV and got our bill lowered. AND I got us out of having to pay a 65 dollar charge to get a regular receiver instead of this POS DVR one.

Let’s just say that the second half of this week has been uplifting and successful. As I stare down 32 (9 days, people. NINE.) I am feeling really good about things. The immediate problem of summer money isn’t yet solved but I am one step closer. And when things even out with the two sections, I will make enough money to not be so tight AND possibly save some. Amazing! I just feel so proud of myself, not to pat my own back. Finally, I have taken steps to improve our situation and they’ve gone in my favor.

Now, I just have to hang in there until the new money starts coming in and cross my fingers that A&S approves the raise. Things are looking up!

Happy Friday, my dear readers. I hope it’s a good one.

That time again



Oh man, there’s a whole lot going on with me right now but I’ll try to save the good stuff for a real post. In the meantime, here’s my weekly confessions:

  • I confess… I *may* have gotten Sonic Burger tater tots yesterday. Ok ok, I *did* but I ate half and threw the rest away. Not because of guilt but because they weren’t even very good. At least that cherry limeade was perfection in a styrofoam cup.
  • I confess… I got a wee bit angry at my daycare director on Wednesday. Without going into too much detail, she’s leaving and dropping the ball on some things.
  • I confess…I ate dessert twice this week. This is unlike me. Not that I have anything against dessert. No, I love me some sweets. But I was eating because I was stressed and depressed.
  • I confess… I am really broke but I’m going to stop by the mall later. Yankee candle has dollar tarts right now!
  • I confess… I’m jonesin’ for a new book on my kindle app; I usually have something going there that I – ahem – wouldn’t buy in actual book form but haven’t read anything in a while.
  • I confess… I’m really hopeful now after the awesome day I had Thursday. BUT, I am worried that whenever too many good things happen, something bad is coming. I wish I could stop thinking this way.

Ok, that’s all I have. I’m going to work on a post about what I did yesterday to better my life. Stay tuned and happy Friday!